I miss this feeling...

 I am ready to love again

Letter to ALL the Haters

Dear Hater of Stefanie 10.0,

Do not be mad because I am hotter than you on a 100degree day; fresher than you after bathing seven times in the Jordan River. Just stop trying to be better than me and be YOUR best; ‘cuz Sweetie, this isn’t even close to my best. If you’re attempting to do better than me, you must supersede to the product I have put out this passed as I admittedly confess I have been half-steppin’.

You do you this year and maybe you will earn the accolades you think you deserve. I’m taking it up a notch and I may make your head spin. It's a new day and it looks like you need to get it together.

Sincerely

Stef

Should I give up this dream?

It seems like I'm never going to graduate. I can barely get a fair chance. I think it is because no one else in my house has been in this situation, working on a degree further than an Associates degree. When you get to the upper level courses, you have to dedicate a different mindset, put aside more study time.The fact I can not succeed in one course is a bit ridiculous.

One may say, "well you have time to blog," but it's not the same. Blogging, for me is generally a bunch of run on sentences of whatever comes to my head, whereas studying and writing term papers require a bit more preparation. By the time I get ready to write a composition, I'm being harassed about being at the computer.

Also, my family plays the guilt card occasionally to get me to cut study time to spend it with the family. I don't get it...I truly do not understand.